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Yesterday, my aunt gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. My new cousin. He hasn't opened his eyes yet and he is always hungry or sleeping. I stood there for a while, just admiring the sight of a mother and her newborn child. In those moments my mind began to wander. We are all born as innocents into this world and as the years pass we gain knowledge of how the world really works and are slowly corrupted by it. As a three year old child I never would have even thought of saying "goddamn it". Nowadays its something I saw almost every other sentence.(especially at work) But thats not what I meant. Think about it for a moment. As a child, fighting meant arguing with your siblings or parents, maybe in just a playful manner or just playfully wrestling with one another. As an adult a fight can lead to death or serious injury. Our thoughts and daily patterns change as well and we just seem to abandon things we held dear as children. The world seems so wonderful through the eyes of a child. The sun shining brightly through a few drifting clouds, the soft green grass beneath them as they run and play. They know nothing of suffering. They know not of pollution, of death, of war. They are allowed to simply be. I always wondered what it would be like to just BE. I never had that chance as my childhood ended at the tender age of 6 when my father was arrested. But thats a tale for another time, my journals are already depressing enough without explaining my childhood to all of you. My mind continued to wander as I watched my aunt and newborn cousin. I began to wonder if I would ever know the happiness of bringing a new life into this world and instantly realized this was a foolish thing to imagine. I've already discovered there isn't anyone out there for me and that whatever god controls my fate will see fit that I continue to suffer through more hardships until the day I finally die. But while I may not ever bring that happiness to myself, I can still do little things every day to make the lives of those around me better. Whether that is simply buying something nice for my brothers or helping someone in need while i'm out and about running errands. Just little random acts of kindness to make everyones day a little better and to make their lives a little easier to live.
Life
So lately I've just been posting over on Fimfiction, and even there I haven't been posting much. Life is a bit difficult at the moment. I went to the hospital recently and they told me I have
Bronchitis
Pleurisy
and Degenerative Disc Disease
what does all this mean?
Well my spine is screwed, my right leg can't hold my weight, and it hurts to breath.
I want to get around to adding the newest chapters of everything over here, formatting is different between sites, as are rules, but hopefully I'll get a chance soon. Love you guys.
You guys deserve an apology
EDIT: I just realized I never finished New beginnings over here O_O - Gonna go ahead and get all of those and post them for you guys!
First and foremost
I am truly deeply sorry i haven't posted on deviantart. I've been on fimfic for a good long while just trying to get anything together. On top of A LOT of stuff happening to me. I lost several jobs one after another, broke my collarbone, got kicked out of my apartment, had to move back in with my parents, got a viral infection that screwed up my legs and throat, had my pupil sliced open and had to wear an eyepatch for a month...Its a long list. So starting as soon as possible i'm gonna star
Discovering Friendship: whats with the wait?!
Well, originally the chapter was going to be about 2k words long.
It is now currently *leaves to count* 18,537 words long and its not done yet....Its close though! But Deviantart being the way it is I'm gonna have to upload it as several broken pieces. Had to do the same thing back when I was writing Elements of the Heart, so I might just go ahead and start posting here and just post the finished chapter on FIMfic when its ready. What do you guys think?
New story!
So, whilst surfing Deviantart I came across an amazing artist with an even more amazing comic series he is working on and couldn't resist writing some fanfiction, after getting permission of course. Here is a quick preview, starting with the intro to the story. Keep in mind this is a humanized story.
Several books hovered in the bright magical glow of her mentor, the Celestian smiled over at her as the uppermost marking upon her back began to glow.
A pair of elegant ethereal sun-yellow wings spread from her back as runes etched themself into her body, the pencil she held shattering to pieces as she gave it a gentle squeeze. Just as
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my god, this is sad. heh, i even know what cruel reality is ahead of me, and i'm only 11.